Civil

by Trapaw

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1.
Alaska Born Pt. 1 (This World Won't Stand For Long) 02:02
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These hands are scarred From years of abuse Look into my eyes See nothing of use I'm from a place Where there are dreams But never love Still I know of those who never left If you were smarter I'm sure you'd see We do things a bit different out here, son You'd better wise up and fuckin fast Or you won't even get a chance to run
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The Mentally Ill Have The Best Breakdowns 04:00
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Gather around children I've got a tale for you Witness here this young man and What he's about to do Don't you cover your eyes Don't you dare turn away This pornographic image Is your future and it begins today I am the collosus I am the dream eater I will take you over and Make you so much weaker So this is what you have done with all of your precious time Stood there at the window and watched as your life passed you by Done is done, you cheated and it is only right So don't you try to live when it's your time to die How could you spend all of your time here Running around like you had so long To live your life like you wanted dear You never heeded my song Nothing to do now except sit and wait to die but You'd never ask a dead man "What is it like to be alive?" When the horrors go down I'll send you screaming outside Into infinity I never dreamed I'd see your insides You only laugh to keep the wolves at bay But I am the wolf I am misery I am the vulture I will take away All that you love You won't see me coming I am the vulture I will feast upon you I am the wolf I am the wolf You won't get away Gather around children I've got a moral for you If you give in to this pain Then you are fucking through
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Prey For Me 03:10
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Personally I prefer the traditional method It only hurts for a few minutes but it gets such amazing results Such beautiful wings sprout from her soul If you don't do it now you never will I don't think you can appreciate the importance of this situation I woke up right here with these red stains on my shirt I am afraid I might have had a slip up I've committed a horrible sin I belong beneath the ground My anger and soul should be put down I shouldn't be alive and I fucking know it I have no illusions of hope No looking forward to a beautiful life No way to be part of society So I will sit here and bide my time Waiting here for my turn to die I'm sorry but I can't take this back So as I take these final breaths I hope you take solace in my death And now I watch my world grow black This is the sweetest price that I will ever have to pay Because today my whole world will fade away Personally I prefer the traditional method But now I'm all alone
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Facelift 03:41
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You were the one who gave me Everything I had to give You were the reason I had to live And I only had you to thank For my new outlook on life What a shithole we were in I never thought that it would end And I will do the dance of the dead You came along and you made me lose my head You gave me what I thought was a gift Now I'm trapped here and my face I cannot lift I knew by the end of it all You were only here to bring me down I just wanted to see what it was to be alive And I will do the dance of the dead You came along and you made me lose my head You gave me what I thought was a gift Now I'm trapped here and my face I cannot lift If I didn't know I was in Hell before The mark has been made now You got away by the skin of your teeth And I will do the dance of the dead You came along and you made me lose my head You gave me what I thought was a gift Now I'm trapped here and my face I cannot lift
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Only One Thing Left To Burn (; You) 02:29
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Bright eyes would recognize when they're waist deep in shit And when they know that they're drowning in it A turnaround would seem imminent So why are you standing there Like nothing is wrong Just humming a song That I wrote for you So fucking long ago? I know that I'm not easy to deal with I know that I'm insensitive I know, love, I've struggled with it But for you to be the bitch Is just a bit too much I could savor your touch But I can't be bothered So fucking fuck off I apologize for nothing I've done Stop fucking breathing I wish you could see your face Don't be sorry You're the one who made me choose It's not my fault I could not see you in the long haul You said that you could read my soul By reading what's on my mind By listening to the words that came From my fucking lips It's a lie This whole time I could have been telling you Every little thing you never wanted to hear Hiding it behind a smile and "I love you, dear" I know that it's something you've done too Do me a favor Don't pretend that your Halo ain't held up by horns Don't say that you're content When you're fucking bored Is it any wonder That I pushed you away When all you do Is weather my soul?
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No Fiends Like Best Fiends 03:22
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I am fed up with wasting so much time on you and I have no hope for us to make amends And you still act like I slapped you in the face When I stood my ground with you You have all the virtues I despise And none of the vices I admire I would rather kiss a chainsaw Than let you get any further And if I get lucky One day I may forget your name You made me into what I am I suppose I should thank you for this That doesn't mean that I am still your friend Honestly, to me, you are fucking faceless Fuck you and the horse you rode in on Because if I'm gonna hurt this much I'm gonna do it to myself
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Alaska Born Pt. 2 (A Momentous Occassion) 04:10
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It gets lonely in the cold When all your tales have been told Nobody thought you'd get this far It's too bad it was all in vain I gave up so much for this I told myself I'd never quit I never thought I'd get this far It's too bad it was all in vain Years have gone by and I Have slipped so far down with nothing left to hold onto Down into a place where they play The dreams of the hopeful but are always drowned just the same So you'd better learn to pick yourself up Dust yourself off and stitch up the seams This is just one day in a lifetime It's just the failure to fulfill your dreams My passion gives me something to live for And I know that without this I will surely die I hope someone recalls me That my name won't just fade away This black water takes me down In it I watch my dreams drown I can't get up anymore I am too fucking sore I can't move on anymore I have nothing to live for
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Where Were You When I Didn't Need You? 02:42
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Your enemies will hug you Your friends will stab your back Your love will come to hate you Your white will become black Try to fuck with me I fucking dare you I'll make sure you fucking bleed Wipe off your makeup I can see right through you You thought I was playing When I told you to get out When I told you to fuck off I was dead serious I promise you If you try me I will break you Choke you to death You try to hold on But it tears you off And at the end of it all Your hands are empty You get fake tears And two empty words And a ton of pain That wasn't there before Try to fuck with me I fucking dare you I'll make sure you fucking bleed I'll show you how much people suck It'll be enough to make you scream Beneath the makeup Your secrets shine through You're a fucking whore That cheap mask can't hide the truth
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The Lobotomist 03:00
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I say such inaccurate things Regardless of what they may bring Don't believe anything that I say You should be smart enough to stay away I wish you could see your face now Go ahead try to bring me down All that's good Is destroyed Oh my god this is unbelievable Everything is so corruptible Oh my god this is unbelievable Everyone is so disposable In the silence I can be loud I can piss off everyone that's around I can take your common sense away My moral fiber will lead you astray So look around do you like what you see I'll show you things that were not meant to be Don't try to stop me or I will lash back Make life living hell then sit back and laugh What will it take to get through That this is not about you In a land that nobody owns You are and will be forever alone I have a way that I seek it out Troubled lives and trouble abound Twist and torture for my own pleasure We'll make a meal out of any treasure You have an image of yourself You push it on everyone else If they were to find out the truth You know it would be the end of you
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A Shadow Before Sunrise 02:02
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Hold me close Tell me what You see when You look into my eyes
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But Sunrise Never Came 07:05
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I may be standing on my own two feet But for how long I may be making my own way in the world But not for long I find I'm sick and tired of living like this Of staring into my own eyes I've seen the wretches this life can produce I see one in my mirror And if by the end of the night I'm still slipping with no end in sight I'll consider conceding the fight And I may give up the ghost So would it break your fucking heart If I tore myself apart I am my own terminal disease I just want to wait and see I draw the curtains tight Until day becomes night I don't want to see your face I don't want to leave this place Broken in your arms I have been finding This life I am living Is killing me Tell me to wake up There's nothing but malice Just leave me be I have been running From something inside me And I can't breathe Torn on the inside Find me on the floor And I can't see So after all I gave to you You couldn't bring yourself to go on I just wish there was more I could do But you seem so content to be gone Did you know that the words you said Kept playing over in my head And they tore right through Through my heart Look into my eyes and see I'm a different man than the one you loved Look into my eyes and see I'm a different man than the one you knew And I do not want you to cry I'm doing my best with this fucking life Just know that tomorrow is another day Another chance for things to go my way But I am not enough I have been finding this life I am living Is killing me But why should I suffer when I by myself Hold the key

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Civil is the second album from deathcore band Trapaw.

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released February 28, 2013

William Ambridge: All instruments and vocals

Jennifer Skates: Guest vocals(But Sunrise Never Came)

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